Monday, September 15, 2008

Wow... so it's been a long time. Since school has started again I've been insanely busy. Still working at Cheddarheads, and getting about 20-ish hours a week there. I picked up another job, working on campus in the Women's Studies department, and I get about 8 hours there. That's along with 16 credits (6 classes), LASO, and trying to have a social life. During the day I'm never at my place for more than 20 minutes, so it's really messing with my eating schedule. Maybe I'll lose weight this year? lol. But yeah... it's just been crazy busy... and there's been some drama... and a certain boy may be back in my life... and I just don't know.
Don't you ever just wish someone would tell you what to do? Sure. You say that's part of life, figuring out for yourself what's going to happen. I don't think so. I hate not knowing the future. I want to know that I'm going to be happy, that I'm not going to be alone for the rest of my life. I want to know that I'm going to find a job that I love. I just want to know if everything is going to be ok. See? Thinking too much... arguing with myself about things. I'm going to go crazy, I tell ya.